[[meta title="Bad Apple"]] In the midst of flowing time, though, I feel weakness, spinning round and round I can't even see my heart drifting away from me, can I? I can't even move by myself, I continue to be poured down the cracks of time I don't know about anything around me, I'm just myself - and only myself. Am I looking at a dream? Am I looking at anything at all? Speaking is useless just coming from me... Sadness is just making me tired - it would be better if I could just go on without feeling anything Even if you give me the words I've been looking for, my heart will just ignore them Maybe if I were to move myself away, and everything changed, it'll all turn black Does someone like me even have a future? Should I even exist in this world? Am I feeling pain? Am I feeling sadness? I'm at the point where I don't even know myself Even if I marched forward, I'd just get tired. I can't even understand people. If this self were to change, if maybe I can change, it'd all become white In the midst of flowing time, though, I feel weakness, spinning round and round I can't even see my heart drifting away from me, can I? I can't even move by myself, I continue to be poured down the cracks of time I don't know about anything around me, I'm just myself - and only myself. Am I looking at a dream? Am I looking at anything at all? Speaking is useless just coming from me... Sadness is just making me tired - it would be better if I could just go on without feeling anything Even if you give me the words I've been looking for, my heart will just ignore them Maybe if I were to move myself away, and everything changed, it'll all turn black Is there even a future in this pointless time? Do I even belong here? If I wanted to describe myself, the words I'd use would be "good for nothing." Do I even belong here? Do I even belong in this time? If this self were to change, if maybe I can change, it'd all become white Am I looking at a dream right now? Am I looking at anything at all? Speaking is useless just coming from me... Sadness is just making me tired - it would be better if I could just go on without feeling anything Even if you give me the words I've been looking for, my heart will just ignore them Maybe if I were to move myself away, and everything changed, it'll all turn black If I were to move on - if I were to move on - everything would break, everything would be destroyed If I felt sadness - if I felt sadness, will my heart turn white? I still don't know anything - anything about you, anything about myself; anything at all If I opened these heavy eyelids, and everything was ruined, I'll turn it all black!!