[[!meta title="x0o0x Nov. 1, 2019"]] [[!sidebar content=""" [[!template id=iboxsong name="​" compose="​" lyric="​" vocal="​" video="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWVDO842CAY"]] """]] # Japanese 暗い下から出た後の 晴れっぽい明日を待ちながら 今日もココへ向かいまして 予め此処は何処へ向かう 誰もいない 地下道を 走りきろうとしてまして いつもあそこで見失うのです 其処で何を食べたのです 出てこれなくなると知っていた 蜜を垂らした瓶を割り 日は新た あの夜の丸の中 待ち続けた場所に意味もなく ただ差し込む光を塞ぎ 眺めてそれから捨てるのです ただ待っているしかないのです その下から出た後で 昨日いたとこまでやってきて 手も出せずただ見つめてまして どうにでもなりそうです 弾け 裂けそうな 雨の中通り抜けた 1人で行くのが 臆病になっていたのでした 其処で何を聞いたのです 出てこれなくなると知っていた 蜜を垂らした瓶を割り 日は新た あの夜の丸の中 待ち続けた場所に意味もなく ただ差し込む光を繋ぎ 眺め それから捨てるのです ただ待っているしかないのです そこで 生まれた意味を知り 死んでゆくことに意味を成し ある日そこから消えるのです どこで 何をしてるのでしょう 其処で何を食べたのです 出てこれなくなると知ってた 蜜を切らした瓶を取り 日は新た あの天の中 # English After recovering from a dark place, while waiting for a day I'd feel good again, today too I'm looking here, but before that, I need to figure out where here is. In a tunnel with no one around, running from those around me, I always end up losing sight of them from there... "Anyway, what did you eat today?" I knew asking that it wouldn't do anything for me. A spilling jar honey breaks, a new day arrives, and that night's central point would have to be that there was no point waiting there. Just stopping up the light flowing from me, being looked at and then discarded. I guess I have no choice but to continue waiting. After recovering from that, I came to where I was yesterday, knowing I can't do anything, just watch intently, it's just going to be like this no matter what. Wanting to flip my shit, I passed through in the midst of the rain, going all by myself has... really made me feel timid and fearful. "Anyway, what did you hear today?" I knew asking that it wouldn't do anything for me. A spilling jar of honey breaks, a new day arrives, and that night's central point would have to be that there was no point waiting there. Just stopgapping the light flowing from me, looked at, and then discarded. I guess I have no choice but to continue waiting. So, knowing why I was born, it starts making a case for why I should just die. Some day I'll just disappear, though where and how, I wonder... "Anyway, what did you eat today?" I knew asking that it wouldn't do anything for me. An empty jar of honey is taken, a new day arrives, in the sky...